tuhdae suck. kinda sick when i woke up . cos lack of sleep i think
ytd slept 2 plus. woke up 9 plus. whr can !! not balance dde. b00 ! hhe
thn raiin raiin raiin . whee !
dunno y oways think of someone dde . esp when its raining . it sucks u noe . uhh

thn flu // sneeze sneeze *atchoo ! *
n mah bro brought home his two guy frens. this one malay guy hu ii dun giver a damn *lol* nn this cute chinese boi . whee . haha s. actualli noe him since last time . now thn like close up. wahh . chinese 100 % . but speak malay damn fluently. haha s

OHKAEE./ watever. loll.

hmms. thn went tuh mah grandma house
yabada yabada


now thn jes reach home . so yerps .
hmmms.
tmr going out . tinkin wat tuh wear . LOL.
hmms .
so . yerps. baiibai


















toys huhh . haha s

ytd fergort tuh update. LoL !
haha s
yerps
went out study wif chandini .
saw some people . LOL.
haha s
thn went home arnd 7 plus . reachd home at 8. changd n went out again .
went home 11 plus.


YERPS.
thats mah dae .
lols











toy huhh . haha s.

tuhdae ss . wahh .
sir zaki came to class
scaredd
hahah s

thn tas sae gort this one point of time. he stand somewehr beside me . looking at mah paper from 4 different angles. wat the hell ?
uhh. phobia . loll

thn after that went macd. thn went je library..
studies with naiimah nn diane at second level
later joind chan at 2 plus . thn sit thr do almost ntg. ii m realli dead in the afternoon.
thnn tas nn faze went . left both of us. oh gosh. hearts that kinda moment. so many things tuh talk about. whee
haha s
thn dusk ( mah active rate. ehh ! wat u thinking ! ) starts taking out mah work automaticly nn start doing. wahh. finally . hahah s.
knew that dusk was the right time tuh study. fer me lahr
thn went home. reachd 8 plus dde. like 8.45 arnd thr. yerps

blahblkah
watch chinese show
nn here ii m

IN NO FUCKING MOOD



























thanks ahr
maybe cos of the peep ?
maybe cos it jes come naturally ?



















but II M SO PISSED NOW.












FUCKDD

heii guys

so fast huhh mid yr exam lle.
ahhr

scaredd. hahh s

beiing in 3e3 is AHH !! pressurdd !!
hehh s

carn find any way tuh pass mah chem nn a maths with FLYING COLOURS.
someone pls teach me a maths especially the logarithms part. oh shutts. EVERYTHING.
uhh

will u ?

hmms. uhh . . . niid lotsa luck.
hehh s.
ohkaee. wateverr wif me . jes do mah best . . ii guess . . hmms .






tuh all BBSS students. guud luck wor. heh s.
must do well kaee
esp people taking o level this yr *winks* lolls














yerps.
hmms.
baiibaii

ii m not in a good mood

ii began tuh hate some people

ii hate mahself the most

ii hate . . . .













ii jes wish some people ll get out of mah sight.
stop all the drama /
stop drop the ACT






pls change . tuh a better person. nort like wat u are now

haiisss













ii used tuh love u dearest.
where are u ??










haish-zation





















-ai#SYAH. pmsiinn // normal mood;swingSWINGG-

1. grab a book nearest to you and turn to page 18 read line 4.
; through rainforests full of beautiful birds and butter-

2. stretch your left hand as far as you can, what can you reach?
; the speaker

3.what is the last thing you watch on tv?
; thats so raven on disneychannel. rhawk !

4. wihtout looking. guess what time is the time now ?
; 8.30 pm ?

5. look at the clock now, what is the actual time?
; 8.25 pm

6. with the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
; mah kidbro talking on the phone. mah neighbour shouting. nn mah kid bro singing ??!!

7. when did you last step outside? what were you doing?
; in the morning ? going to sku ?

8. before u start this survey , what did you look at ?
; the computer screen ?

9.what are you wearing?
; pe shirt nn shorts. hahh s. jes came back.

10.did you dream last night?
; yerps. kinda a DIRTY dream. uhh. nice one too. weird . . .

11. whn did u last lauhg?
; with chandini in the library or anytime after that ?

12. what is on the walls on the room u are in?
; whhe. clock ? this carpet thingy ? nn this painting ?

13. seen anything weird lately ?
; yerps. in the library. mah GERL ex skumate jes went in the gents ! hmms. cos she s a tomboy . wahh !!

14.wat u think of this quiz ?
; kill boredom.

15.wat is the last film u saw?
; dunno ?

16. if u become a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy ?
; ii would shop till ii drop !! hahhs . nn ll buy a realli big house . nn a car fer the family. nn also ll donate ( hahh s. aida.).

17.tell me sth about u that ii dunno?
; hu are YOU ? hahh s. ii . ii am a SHY gerr. hahh s

18. if u wud get a change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt // politics , wat wud u change ?
; ii would change. ehh r. ii wanna ban all animal skin products. yerps. oh yahr. one more can ? ii wan no animals tuh be killed fer our own pleasure.including the eating of cat // rabbit ETC. onii chinken nn fish can. lloll. *animal lover. whee *

19. do u like tuh dance?
; ii love watching people dance. ii wud like tuh dance. but ii jes suck ! hahh s .

20. imagine your first child is a girl, wat will u call her?
; somethingsomething-syah . combination of mah boii s name. hahh s

21. boy ?
; hu noes ?

22. have you ever considered living abroad ?
; OF COURSE. once ii graduated from *ii hope* university . nn working fer like a year here.
nn ii m off tuh other country. ! lols. hu noes can find husband thr ahr . LOL. wahh. think too far liao lahhr !

23.wat do u want god tuh tell u when u reach the pearly gates ?
; forgive all mah sins ? LOL

24. 4 people must do this in their blog.
; diyana // chandini // aida [ do alr] // fazee

sku normal.
except it ended lots faster. like. ehhr. 10.55 thn released ahhr.
ii dunno y oso. isnt 12.35 early enuf ?
hahh s.
thn went tuh eat at the coffeeshop near westmall thr nn eat like fuck siiaa.
damn full can . hahh s

thn went bac tuh macdonalds with. thn went home tuh collect mah npcc uniform.

planning tuh sleep BHUD diyana came tuh mah house cos . . . hahh s. shhh
thn. went early. slack at mac thn go sku.

kinda drizzling. ahh !! but. it was ohkaee after that. lols

the whole thing. kinda sucky lahr our marching. well . honestly . fer me . its nort. hahh s.
but SOMEONE during the AAC kinda sucks. uhhh. hahh s. noone lahhr.
blehs

but. ii care mehh . . . still gort NDP . cool. hahh s. summore by thn cn make it ehrnort. cos sec 3 taking over. hahh s. but ii nort so responsible hohhr. well. i wish./
cos. ii dunn wann a be training people thingy. ii wan ADMIN . . hahh s. yerps.
gort chance ehrnort ahr ? hahh s. lol

thn went mac.
eat . slack . wash mah eyes ehrbit. NORT. lols.
thn listen tuh stories. hahh s
nn finaallky reachd home arnd. ehhr., 10 ?
yerps.

hmms.
again. ii think ii m staying up tuhnite.
lolls
stardiie physics ii think. LOL. since ii dun undertsand punitha at all. yerps. ISPL the best. hahh s.
kaee. baiibaii. hehh s




ii heartts u all. muahahah s.. ii m lame. yerps

the whole week is filld with tests. mondae - 2 test. but postpond physics cos ii gort hmt.
tuesdae - ehhr. ii thnk is a maths.
wednesdae - hmt. todae - sosial studies nn bio. nn thank godd bio ish MCQ. was soo unexpectedd.. n tomoro ish chemistry. hmms. anitink missing ? hees. cos ii fergort. hehh s.
so. wtaverr lahhr

tmr ish the AAC . carn wait. PLEASE dun rain kaee, Mr Raiin. hehh s.
whee __
rain after that then ii think can. at least better than during the parade thingy.
hmmmss

tuhdae after sku mah mood was like OFF.
ii think ii noe y.
hmms. it seem s like a lot of people oso noe y but II DUN CARE ? hmms.
as simple as that. yerps.
jes. ehhr. whateverr . . yupss.

ii hate mood;swinng-SWING .
uhh !!!
anybody noe any cure fer iit ??
ii jes hate it when ii smile fakely
UHH..
ll;alalalala






hmms






oh yahhr. Mr S (not real name)(heees) was so angry with the class
hate it when he sae " ii m nort nagging"
seriously Mr S , ii dun care if u read this ohr nort.
bhudd. hhhhh

its nort the part that u scoldd us that ii m nort happi ehr nort.
bhudd the part . hmms. uu said " ii m nort nagging." ish realli. SUCKY ? yerps.
ohkaee . i agree. its nort the NORMAL nagging. its nort the NORMAL scoldings.
it was jes done so professionally. yerps. nn. ur voice tone. ii give an A fer oral ohkaee. cos ii dun realli understand half of wat u were saeing ( nn i wasnt exactly listening too).
so. yerps.

II WILL HAND IN THE WS TUH U TMR. OHKAEE ??

hmms.
that s itt.
godd./




ii hate the wae ii m feeling now.
uhh.
]





ohkaee. wanna do english ws nn chemistry stuff.
baiibaii =))

see you guys tmr !! whee ~~












ii was angry nn moody. until ii saw u at the other end - - -

tuhdae ish planningtuhstudy-but-goSHOPPINGinstead Day !
whhee !!

was planning tuh study the whole dae *fat hope?*
wanna study bio nn physics.
BHUD.
decided tuh go johor bahru go city square the mall. that mall is so classssss cann.
hehh s

shoppd shoppd. nn the stuff thge price. hmms. 50 ringgit plus ahh rfer each stuff ii bought. so. like 20 plus singapore dollars ? yupps. ohkaee ahhr.
mah mom was like smiling nn smiling nn " money again??" hehh s
oops sorri mom. ii m jes a gerr. whd can ii do ? hahh s
thn when wanna go home that time. dunno how come we went tuh this saloon.
PROTRIM ohhr sth. get mah hair done.
hhhhh
jes see on mondae.
ii think it sucks ! hah ss.
wateverr ?? lolls.
bhudd nice lahhr the srvice. quite high class . hehh s

thn return tuh DEARIIEE singapore. hahh s
bhudd went tuh this fashion at kranji thr. WAHH !! cheap cheap lahhr !!
so. shop thr. hahh s
thn . went wm. shop ehrbit.
thn finally. went home. lols

so. did u see any STUDY ontop ? lols
ii suck . b00 !

RAIIN !!
tuh the core!!
hehh s
ran home. nn tried all mah stuff.
ii like . hehh . hmms.
ohkaee ahhr. gonna start mah study soon. whoh00 s !!
stay up again .
like ytd. nn ytd ytd night. hahh s. whee --
ii hearts studying at night. so much peace


whatever
hahhs


ohkaee. baiibaii

twoMOREdaees. RAIIN. with U

tuhdae is the CHEMISTRY-STUDYDAE ! hehh s
the whole dae stardiie chemistry. lols.
ii think ii jes love bonding. better than mole concept. yucks !

anw.
met aida nn diyana at the mcdonalds at westmall thr. one[01] pm]
thn stardiied until like three;thirty [3.30] ??
thn went tuh westmall cos all of us wan s buy sth. yup.
thn decided tuh go home.
after that., one thing happennd.

wantdd tuh take the bus from the bus stop instead of interchange. so we walkkd nn walkkd.
thn 174 arrived so .. baiibaii AIDA.
thn left two of us. ii told diyana how ii hate waiting fer bus alone. so. she hahh s
thn 187 came.
so. she went. nn ii . toopiiedly thought that it ll reach mah houser thr. the chandini house thr lahhr. skali its actually the opposite one. diaoz. so. when the bus turnd right. ii was PANICKKD ! hahh s.
ii wantd tuh stardiie u noe at home. thn at last went tuh diyanas house. to see that her brother nn his frens were inside. diyana was damn pissed lahhr.
hahh s
she was so dunno y until she dun even allow me tuh go wash mah hands AT FERST.
thn ii go sae " ehh. like as if ii ll be attractd tuh thm. oh please" kinda thing. thn yup.
diyana accompanidd me until the bus stop nn baiibaii DIYANA .
thn after that went tuh mah grandmother s house.
whee --
the;BABIES dd were thr too ! yeah ! cute cute cute !
thn even tho thr s family gathering. i was at the other corner studying CHEMISTRY., lols
wahh. wats the use. ii suck at it. so. ii gotto try mah best ? hahh s
yup.
hmms.
ohkaee.

baiibaii ? lols


missing IIU !

the dae rawks !
because. like ALL MAH TEACHER went tuh this course thingy. leaving all the poor students tuh be on their own.
bhudd teachers ll still be teachers.
there were still LOTSA work given .
lols
during the bio // ss period. went outside the class with dearest tas nn did our work.
hahh s
the class is jes too scaryy ! woah !
hahh s

thn after that ish the chem.
lalala
VERY DAMN HILARIOUS !!
mdm yaw wasnt thr. so changd tuh. ehhr . the 3e5 trainee teacher. whd the hell ish his name again? mr ong ? wateverr..
ferst look on his face. stern.
nn his facial expression farniie siaa.
thn after that he scoldd us. cos we like nv stand tuh greet.
cos oways we nv greet mdm yaw dde lahr. thn we act blur lohhr
thn he shouted " is this the wae u all behanve in mdm yaw s class"
with this angry tone nn a FARNIIE FACE
nn worst. some even answered yes. ! hahh s
farniie ahhr
thn as he nag nn nag nn nag. ii was controlling mah laughter. cherr. u sure are one big full-time joker lahhr. lols

thn did titration fer the like 2//3 time. jes hearts it <3 youss="))">> [as promised]

LA BOCCA DELLA VERITA
THE MOUTH OF TRUTH tells you that:

you have a strong constitution and can work hard. ;; ehh? hahh s. ii cn if i wan tuh. ii guess

you are very astute ;; which means that able tuh understand situatiions very quickly so that ii cn get an advantage fer mahself. realli ahhrs? i.e ii clever uu noe. !! sure ehrnort? lols

you dont have much faith in human nature ;; true INDEED


you have an idea of hapiness but u cnt yet attain it

even in old age you will continue to be successful and happy thanks to love and affection;; let s jes c abt it huh. hahh s

you will make a lot of changes affecting work. and where and how you live ;; is this suppose tuh be good? woah !

LIFE ****** siix stars
LOVE ******** eiight stars
LUCK *** three. SHIIET !
HEALTH ******** eight stars
SEX ******* seven stars . yumms !

__________________
thats all people. lols. a mus try. one dollar only. hahh s.
ohyarhh. go tuh aida nn diyana ''s blog s cos both of them rite their own results. check it out *huggs *

WEDNESDAE NIGHT

ii hate mah life. hate her. fark[bEEp]iieen teacher.
hate her #02; shiieety teacher
hate her #03; problematic-kiddo
hate him #01; SHARD up ! b00!
hate him #02; leave mah mind // heart alone !! shiiet.

ii hate UU,
people hate [ME]
WHADever

problems at home ' ' sku ' ' stardiiees ' ' frenshiips ' ' LIFE ' ' ii ' ' MYSELF _____________

hmms
tuhdae nuttin interestin
sku sucks as usual. excluding the frens part.
nn ii onli saw . like once // twice ?
pathetic.
lols
hmms
thn in sku. ii feel realli sorry fer mango.
haiiss.
hope things get well soon kaee.,
*smiles*

thn went mcd with aida nn tas.
studied. yupp
mah academic results. shiieet siia. dunno whadd tuh sae lahhr.
hais.
ohkaee.
ii m bored.
lols

baiibaii

-ignoriin-

TUESDAY 11.04.06

[written during emaths lesson.lols]
SOmebody save me please !!
jes now was english lesson. was in come =p now dieein lle.
hahhs
ii wonder whyii ii so sleepy.
ytd slept only at like 12. stardiie Amaths, fer ten mintes nn fell asleep. LOLS
fail fail lahhr. ii suck =pp
ohkaee.
lets talk about ytd. the SPORTS DAE =)

pe.chem test.dismissal.KFC.chua chu kang.Yew Tee. stadium. CRAMP all the way. lols
wat pain. uhhhh.
at the stadiun. whn first arrived. cud hardly walk. bhud walk slowly with dearest chan.
she kept tellin me stuff like " dun drink that""SIT!""blahblah"
thn ii heard dearest [TALL]ii nv come cos sick.,
skali chan was like "ehh. THR! ehem ehenm"
shockdd,.
lols
thn went tuh eat with THEM.
nn i was finally cured. lols.nn mah crapiness was BACK.
tuh huever is affected by my "moodiness". well. sori.
one thing.
even tho ii hate mah hp.but please/ dun play tricks on me again. AMRISH ! nn CHANDINI ! lols
no hp= no connections. lols
yerp darl . i understand., hehhs.
at last amrish gave it back. thank YOU
thn went hm arnd 7//8 plus. fergort. took 188 with thm,.
one last thing tuh sae tuh whoevers ther hu reads this.
CAN DISTURB F nn H [hahha !]
but nort ME nn Y !! b00!

thats all. lols.
nice dae. besides the pain ii got tuh go thru. shiieet ! lols.
buaiis

tuhdae was a SUPERB daee.
went out half of the day.

ferst went tuh LOT onee. go eat at this thai restaurant.
left house at 2 plus?? 3 plus ??
thn went thr by taxi.
met mah bro[iwan] // kak sabil // cik rohana // cik ii-dunno-wats-her-name // syafiq // abang firdaus // ]]

thn we ate.
eat kinda a lort. wahh ! full full lahh r.
thn in the end. took on the challenge with mah bro nn kid bro.
drink the whole glass of lime juice (yucks ! )
ii won second. woah ! ii felt like vomitting cann ! hahh s
woah ! hehh
nn firdaus (hot as oways)(hahhs) was looking at us like we some kind of ass clowns. hahh s
lol s
thn after that went tuh bukit panjang plaza. went bowling.
ferst game. ii won ALL of thm. including abang firdaus.
me // abang firdaus // iwan . top three
thn second game. ii pencet lle. no more enrgy.
won third.
iwan // abang firdaus // me
whee --
still top three. gerrll power !
hahh s
* smacks *

thn went tuh westmall.
the plan was tuh watch movie. bhuddn . kinda late.
nn all the PG movie sucks cann. !
ii jes carn wait fer nx yr. muahharsha,.
thn abang firdaus was like " dun watch fragile. ii watch alreadii "
thn ii was like. wat rating? wahh. no fair . ii niid tuh wait until next yr""
thn he ask wther ii wanns watch,
ii jes shrug.
skali he wann s lend me his dvd. wahh s. nice nice. heh s
ohkaee.
wateverr.
hahh s

thn we all went tuh the ferst floor. deciding whr tuh go.
at last we agreed tuh go HOME.
hah s
cos all sleepy sleepy lle. thn like too full tuh go eat

wahhs . ii tell u.
the whole dae ii either bacome mute( shy mahhr . hahh s. jokes) // shrugs // ohr sae " anything"
hahh s

like they all ask wher tuh go. ii sae anyth.
people ask me normal questions . ii shrug.
abang firdaus wann s eat the sweet s ii m holding. he askd ii jes shoot out mah hands. without any words.
hhass

wat the hell siia me.
hehh s.
well. whd tuh do. ii QUIET gerr mah.
muaharhars (x

hearts this kinda family thing.
the they all ish mah brader the gerlfren (fiancee?) the family
whee --
ahh.
later ii go suggest we all go east coast ahh r.
hahh s
rawkks !

baiibaii =))

i wonder

ytd nuttin interesting happennd.
normal normal stuff lohhr.
after sku went tuh chinese class. ghodd exam. wahh s. shiieet mann ,. !
ii m soo gonna fail. din realli stardiiee.
aida oso.
so. we ended up CHEATING.
shall nort elaborate. hahh s.
thn after that went tuh macdonalds wif thm thm.
yahhr.
bhudd nohrt interesttiien dae loohr.
borriieen,,

thn this morning. whad a sleepy way tuh start the dae. hahh s
cos it startd with
PHYSICS.
ms punithat repeatd the same thing like 7-8 times.
yerpps. ii countd. bugger.
hahh s
that s y ii SOO like ISPL-iieen mah physics. that s whyiie ii understand the heat capacity part better. ii ISPL iit. hahh s. whateverr

hahh s
thn after that times seems tuh past so fast.
like suddenly end of lesson.
blahr blahr
went npcc.
shooting thingy.
hahh s.
hmmps. dunno whther ii shd tell the truth. hahh s
*aida. how??!! *
hahh s
ohkaee. later ll update.
b00! hahh s
hmm s.

lepakks at mcd. go eat blahr blahr . thn went home.
haiis.
ohkaee. baiibaii =))

mr;SHORTY. uu ohkaee?

TUESDAY o4-o4-o6

Ms punitha. haiis.
hehh s
her lesson boring siaa. well, maybe nort her lesson. maybe its jes us? hmm.
turn mah head tuh the right. woah ! hon cheong sleeping. hahhs
so far. the dae s quite hectic nn boring.
the hectic part is the mt period. helpd rashidah nn mazlee.
woah ! nearly bumped intuh ST.
nn ii jes realise mr;SHORTY ish in onee. doad s. nn all this while ii tot its 2. b00!
hehh
ohkaee. heck care lahh r. as if ii bother.
*roll eyes* hehh
thn how cum ii nv c him b4 siaa. hahh s
alahrmak ! ii dun care *mah foot!*
b00!

hmm s. jes now remedial.
chem practical.
ii noe miieself lle. the PANIC-eRR! hahh s
aisyah../ slowly. becareful skali overshot "" tasvita
nn guess whd ii did?!
ii go turn so much nn WOAH ! overshot. hahh s.
hecck lahhrs.

thn jes now training. wahh . kanina lahh r.
nv bring mah uniform.
so MARCH nn all in mah sku u.
wahh. felt unique.. more of WEIRD actualli. hahh s.
nn pai seh at some parts. lol s
hmms.
thn went mac with they all they all
blahrblahr.
went home.
nn this thing poppd up in mah mind=
WOAH ! he s darn cute with his hair wet. hahh s.
ohkaee. shall nort elaborate nn dun bother inferiin. hahh s
buaiis

a walk with u in the RAIIN. with mr;SHORTY. hearts? haiis.
miss u terribly.

SUNDAY //THOO april 2006

sundae is a day u mus reserve fer
LAST MINUTE HOMEWORK
thats y ii wake up as early as 9 am!! tuh blahblah mm startd tuh do all mah hw ar 12. bhudd before that ii read nn read nn read this novel abt love. wahh !!
thn ate // watch anime // ate // did hw // read bk // sms fer a while // watchd tv // stardiie // SMS
wahh ! itsnt it a bliss w/o religious class? nahhs. nx week resume lle. its jes that. haiis. ii m too busy siiaa. ehh

anyway. u guys gort watch xiao yuan superstar? wahhs.
all like so cute ahhr. wear skirts lahhr. thn so cute dde hair. thn all white nn read nn stuff.
thn gort this gerl wear this damn short skirt. which looks like MINE !
so ii was like. ehh mummy. that skirt looks familiar huh. issit that mah skirt THAT short?
thn she lookd at me nn was like DUHH !uu may nort realise it. but u wear damn short uu noe.
thn ii shard up ! b00!
hahh s
nn u guys saw Adriano ?
wahh s. cute siia. hahh s.
ohkaee. nn ii was hoping geraldine. and again., ii look fer the looks. hahh s.
m ii bad. hehh s. oh kaee. baiibaii. hahh s. nth tuh talk abt. hehh s

SATURDAEE // ONEE april 2006

was slackin the whole dae at home.
and let me tell u this. slackin SHIIEET !
was planning tuh stardiie but to no avail.
at last ii spend the whole dae sms iieen nn lying down.
my life sux
#deadd-
thn ii was like so ANGRY ii jes told mah mom ii m going out nn b00! ii was at mah grandmother//aunt house.
usdd the comp fer like a few minutes thn mah toopied bro came nn fought with me.
b00!
thn went tuh pasar malam //westmall thn go back grandm//aunt house.
usd the comp ferr 30 minutes thn hui jiia lle.
was prepared tuh sleep until 3 bhudd again. a failure ll oways fail. hahh s
bhudd did stay up until one jes tuh SMS.
Thanks fer keeping me company, dearrest GUAI KIAA. hehh ,.
the end =))

FRIDAEE

#DEADD- is herr
she hundred phercent she ll fail her chem test
later if she ghedd back her paper of failure, she ll post one of the qns kaee?
shhe s scared
second time she ll fail her chem test
haiis
tuhdae is an unlucky dae fer herr
she woke up at 7.15am
she was late !
reachd sku at 7.45 am
uhh. tao yan dde. b00!

thn jes now the detention. she thought it was kinda fun. she was ISPL iieen her physics. haven even teach she stardiie lle. hahh s
thn she went off tuh her home with diyana tuh get ready fer npcc.
she dun care how late she was cos she told her senior she s gonna be late.
thn saw thm marching. ii chnaagd.
nn pheww. it was aac training that dae.
she ss nort realli wahhwahh thn nervous. cos last yr do liao mahhr. so nort scared. jes follow front peoperr cann lle.
thn yahhr.
she hearts marching. she hates PT. she hates normal training. she HEARTS it if we march nn march nn march. hahh s,.
ohkaee. wateverr.
thn after that she went macs. she felt guilty. haiis. sorrie wor *******. hmms. thn she went westmakll wif chan. she hearts herr. hehh
thn. yupps. watchd xing shanshan nn thn jes lie down nn slept. she no energy lle. wanna stay until 3 bhudd faild. she s depressed // isolated// ignored// #deadd-


(sorrii nv update fer in between dhhe daes. she no mood.)
(its her PMS week. sorrie ahr sorri ahr her fault her fault =p)

MONDAEE


wahh
shiiet the BIOtest ahr !
ii nv stardiie d balance diet part. dhat pasrt WAS tested.
b00!
dumbshiiet *aida. hahhas*
lalala
ii turnd at the angle, people was like smiling nn shruging their shoulders. another angle, make a blur look
lookd at pavithra, she kept askin me hot tuh do. hahh s
BIO = sianism.

hahh s