PISCES

Get a reality check. You can't control your life if you don't see it accurately.

When something is troubling you, it can be helpful to try to live in an illusion -- to keep yourself so distracted that you don't have to deal with unpleasant thoughts. This is an acceptable short-term solution, but it's a very bad long-term strategy. Today you need to face the reality of where you are and what has been going on. Reality is never as awful as you fear. Plus, you can't get control of your life if you don't see it accurately.

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woken up by diyana s call at 9. asking me wher was i .
ehhr . yahr . cos we were supposed tuh meet at 8 at bedok int .
so when she heard my MINAHROCK 's voice . she was like " siao ahr u ? wht time u going etc etc etc "
heeees .
mah voice in the morning is SCARY&funny i tell u .
heh heh heh .

and GREAT lahr !
shafiq and I STILL DUNNO WHO heard mah suckish JESWOKEUP voice .
thanks ahr .
wah malu .



anw . met leejing at 11 plus at je . thn . blahblah went tuh Bedok .
wah far -.-
thn met deb&aida&diyana at the bus stop .
met the rest at Mcdonalds .

dunno y suddenly so shy tuh see the guys ahr .
like . so long nv see .
so i didnt talk much tuh thm ahr .
eeee paiseh wor ):
but really ahr .
missed Rifdi alot lahr ! [ he s mah BAMBA family member ]
but nv talk ! ahh ! nvm . nx time ll blabber shiits tuh him . heh heh .
not many frm BAMBA came tho .

ANYWAYS ,
thn played bowling at MarineBowl.
man i sucked lahr .
hahaaa .
but who cares . its all abt having FUN . (:
and thanks ahr diyana . smackTHATso hard . until i saw someone's eyes looking at it -.-
grrr . nvm . ask me and i ll tell u wht i m talking abt . heh heh .

then went tuh the beach .
me&jing&chan and the BBSS guys .
halfnakedpiimps .
heeees .


thn got three channels tuh watch .
THEBBSSPIIMPS , theDADDY&SON , and the SNOG .
oni those who were thr ll noe .


then .
went tuh eat at mcd again .
thn . ehhr .
went home lohr .

byebyebye , thn me&chan&fazee went walk walk at westmall .
blahblahblah .
met naiimah
blahblahblah
and THE STORY . chandini ahr . red ahr . ahems . hahaa >< size="4">smackthat & theblackaffair ./
STUCK IN MY HEAD !
dun care !
TRUTHorDARE HARDCORE STYLE .
the MARCH UG camp .
more horny bastards .
EH ~ ANYHOW .
hahaaa .

HOOK&UNHOOK - myidea (:



oii ____ , stop staring at my ____ !!
like i cnt see like that ahr !
grrrr .

did a skin jes now .
so called skin lahr .
why issit SO CALLED ? hmmms . cos .
its BLAHRDY simple .
white background . and borders .
thot simplicity was nice .
but geeesh . BORING !
maybe cos its too simple ahr .
so . thanks tuh taufik . told me tuh change it .
haha .
so . NEW SKIN again .
not mine tho this time .
well . partially mine ahr . cos . changed the positions , image , and other stuff .
but colors . still the same as the designer's . so yahr .
not that we care rite ? heees .




so yesterdae gangbann . . . . gangshow .
heees . kept saying gangbang lahr . hhhh .
GANGSHOW !
disco thingy .
sorry but i thot it was boring lahr .
BUT , thanks tuh ELAINE and the NCC LAND people fer getting us a bit high and everything .

thn dance dance .

NP was being suckish . tuh the juniors .
fine scold thm for all i care . but for god sake .
its a gangshow [ nearly typed gangbang , whats wrong with me ! ] and it was time fer FUN , FUN and FUN . but NO .
u guys shouted at thm . even made this one pitiful gerl on the verge of crying .
wanna scold thm , scold . but dun scold thm like . one on one .
y cnt scold when school reopen lahr sia .
ok fine . i was being useless , as usual .
at the corner , jes looking at how pathetic their squad was and u guys scolded thm .
useless useless . thats me , sorry .
and yes , i was kinda angry too . cos they didnt respond tuh u guys .
oh yahr . i realised y cnt scold ppl in the public .
i told diyana why . and she told me tuh control my usage of vulgarities .
i ll try . (:

anw .
IF any of mah juniors sees this . sorry sia . hahaa . dunno wht tuh sae 0.0


anw .
after that went tuh mcd fer late dinner .
thn teman diyana and aida all the way tuh the bus stop near the interchange ther .
i guess i was being too nice lahr but WHATEVER .
i shall not comment anything .
thanks ahr u two . fer . making me smile yesterdae ? lols .
can ahr .
ANYHOW ~




tuhdae ./
spent half of the day online-ing .

woke up kinda late . after noon .
and that was cos big bro woke me up telling me that its not good fer LADIES tuh wake up wayy after noon .
so . fuck it .
i was damn sleepy lahr . hahaa . ytd night slept late cos . yahr . sth .
THEN ,
helped mah mom cook and cleaned the house .
omg . sabah made me superduper helpful liao lahr .
everytime fry sth , ll thinkof sabah . DUNNO WHY .
heees .
i miss sabah a lot , btw . hahaa .

thn do emaths ispl .
until now its still 3/4 done .
damn . nvm . tuhnite stay up do lohr .
heees .
easier SAID than done , yes i noe .

thn . online .

told yasser [ how the hell tuh pronounce ur name lahr ! ] abt mah dream .
he said i was funny . dreaming of him even tho we ve never met .
hahaa !
and it was still OB related lahr .
i wun elaborate on the dream lahr .
fer me and him tuh noe , and fer u tuh dun even care .
yes , i cn see u rolling ur eyes (:



been dreaming of obs or at least OB-related stuff fer the last few nights lahr !
let me recall ahr .

;; the yasser that one . sshhhh

;; dreamt abt one of the review . and DADDY ROSLI told us tuh say our status . as in , attached , single , married , available , unavailable and so on . haha ! of all things eh .
thn someone said sth , and made me so _____ . hahaaa . IT WAS JUST A DREAM .

;; thr s a lot more ! but i cnt rmb it now .

guess i m missing obs soo much lahr .






dang the entry s superduper long .
got carried away .
eeeee .



thats all ahr . byebye (:




where are you , my destiny . i hate itwhen u r in my mind ):

sometimes people put up walls NOT to keep others out .
but tuh see who CARES enough tuh TEAR thm down .
[ FRIENDS only]




TH , the ca . . . cat in the ha . .
FUCK THIS . i ll be a stripper .



NIKE ;; just do it
McDonalds ;; I'm lovin it !
Chevy Truck ;; Like a rock
Pringles ;; once you pop , you cant stop
KFC ;; finger-lickin' good
Bounty ;; the quicker picker-upper
M&M's ;; it melts in your mouth , not in your hands
Energizer ;; it keeps going and going and going


RATED S !!
STUNNING .
may cause captivation , astonishment , fascination, jealousy , envy , resentment and an occasional " DAAAAMN!"




(:

school s starting real soon .
damn !
ispl . still got some parts of english tuh do . and emaths .
and of cos , that BLOODY higher malay compos .
hhhhh .

thn later still got the gg gangshow .
shd i go? hmmms .





















ahh .
die .
mus finish ispls by tuhnite .
ahhh die die die .


tmr meeting thm .
geesh cnt wait (:




fuck .
the haters .
the assholes .
the people out to get you .
the whiners .
the people that cheat you.
the people who pretend to be ur fren .
those who are purposely rude .
those who purposely lie .
the hypicritical .
the greedy.
the deceiving .
the people who dont appreciate you .


random (:

jes sth that i did jes a few minutes ago . main reason : tuh kill boredom .
besides , i m missing OBS like hell .
hahaaa .
OBVIOUSLY , its DAMN F messy lahr .
and its not that nice .
but whatever .




MESSY WORK .
hahaa . heck it .
anw . go tuh Liyana's blog . she made Bambarayon's .
enjoy (:

AHHHH .

i miss bamba soo much lahr .
dreamt of thm ytd .
dunno y i kept thinking that i m only staying in singapore fer a short while & that i m going back tuh sabah with bamba soon .
ya ya . dream on .
but hell . i wan a reunion BADLY !
the one with the WHOLE OB family . faster organise ahr !








The Bambarayons (:
the first meal together with the family .
before setting sail .
the guys ( not all tho ) of BAMBA at halleluyah.
and the GERLS .





TUAH TUAH HANG TUAH (:
another WACKY and CRAZY grp lahr .
kinda close tuh thm , i think .
cos we did most of the activities together .
as in . bamba and tuah .
even had a lil cheer .



PUTEH PUTEH MAT SALLEH .

OH DANG !
i dun haf ANY RAFFLESIA pic leh !
haven save frm LOUISA S BLOG yet .
uh oh . later ahr . heeees




I M MISSING OBS SO MUCH !

OB FAMILY .
grrr .

meiping & gongtuo & syirah & liyana !! & BUTT & wahdiah ::
i miss u all too ! yups . i had LOADS of fun !!

mingxian :: no . in singapore lle -.- HAHA . pay me back all the overseas sms $$ that i ve spent that night ! hahaa . jkjk ><

aishah :: OBVIOUSLY i was at sabah ! hahaa . sabah was AWESOME !! hahaa .

diyana :: i miss OBS too !! but i noe u miss ur HOT GUY more . mwahaha !

yeevil :: nahs . they r not THAT hot lahr . but still . one of thm . WOAH . haaa . * PAUL ! * thx fer the luck yeah . and merry christmas !






thx fer the tags everyone (:

OB SABAH !

OBSABAH .
THE BEST CAMP I VE EVER BEEN TO .
WHERE I MET THE BEST PEOPLE ALL AROUND .
ALL THOSE NEW EXPERIENCES .
EVERYTHING . WAS . JUST . THE . BEST .

4 groups
[ HANGTUAH > RAFFLESIA > BAMBARAYON > MAT SALEH ]

46 fantastic people .
[ look at the last pic below . ]
rashid ; desmond ; yisheng ; JAVIER !! ; RIFID !! ; muhammad ; eugene ; landon ; clamence ; marvin ; chee hoe ; daniel ; swee ;
honcheong ; ?SOMMAN !! ; SYAFIQ!! ; nash ; kumaran ; chandini ; naiimah ; TASVITA !! ; yj ; sherrie ; leejing ; shazni ; kumaran ; sq ; JAYME !! ; shafiq ; CHUAN !! ;
ayie ; naquidin ; lousia ; diyana ; aida ; fazee ; LIYANA !! ; AISYAH !! ; deborah ; HAIKAL !! ; shafiq ; shah ; NICHOLAS !! ; ryan ; joel ; kun ]

5 great bunkmates
[ liyana ; tasvita ; deborah ; aisyah ; naiimah ; jianyun ]

11 temporary family members
[ javier ; rifdi ; somman ; syafiq ; tasvita ; jayme ; chuan ; liyana ; aisyah ; haikal ; nicholas ]

our mother
[ daphne]

our daddy !!!!! & this extra lady
[ ROSLI & rechel ]

and the rest .
[ andrew ; paul ! ; ira ! ; helsie ; david ]



oh shit . how cn i forget .
the scandal cases .
anw . all of this are shits lahr . for fun one .
hope no offence is taken (x
dun mind ahr i write them here . HAHA .

somman&tasvita
syafiq&i-dunno-who
rifdi&aida
rosli&rechel

heck it . thr s actually MORE than that .

*( HEY HEY . SCANDAL CASE ! *




BAMBARAYONS !!!

BAMBA OI ! [bamba oi]
SAY WHAT ? [ bamba oi]
SAY WHAT ? [ BAMBA BAMBA . BAMBA RAYON ! ]
OI !

KNOCK KNOCK
who s thr ?
BAMBARAYONS
bambarayons who ?
. . . .

dum dum dum dum
WE ARE BAMBAS FRM OB SABAH
dum dum dum dum
WE ARE HERE TUH SEE RECHEL S FACE
dum dum dum dum
WHEN WE LOOK INTO ROSLI S FACE
dum dum dum dum
IT REMINDS ME OF 12 LONG DAES

HEY HEY . SCANDAL CASE
CHECK OUT ROSLI'S CHEEKY FACE

banana banana hanging on the tree
long long one . short short one . which one do u wan .
i wan LONG LONG one . [HEY !]
u wan short short one . [hey!]
if u wan the short short one ,
go take ROSLI's ONE !! [ EW ! ]




the bambas and hangtuah merged tuh do the TUAHTUAHBAMBARAYON grp cheer
if i m not rong . thats PAUL in the air . haha !



BAMBAS performance . all our faces were sooo spastic lahr !
but who cares .
haha !


SPASTIC STILL . but we love each other a lot .


GO RIFDI & RECHEL !!
both singing MY HEART .
scandal ahh !!


Grp rafflesia & matsaleh combined .
did some dikir barat kinda thing .
very cute . hahaa


me , deborah and tas in the gerls toilet .
taken before all of us bathed half naked outside the showering cubicle . haha !
all trying tuh style our hair with the shampoo .
heard naiimah said sth like " people gel up their hair . u all gel up using shampoo"
heees . WHAT AN EXPERIENCE !!


HER MOHAWK !!


BAMBAS at the summit of mount K .
go bamba !
thats our daddy in red (:


JAVIER & SOMMAN .
look as tho its snowing huh .
hahaa .
javier looked so . . . . BOY-yish and somman lookd so . . ABU ? haha !
ll miss these two gays uh . haa ><
MAH "FIERCE"&good motivator . & mah daddy .
ahh !! i m missing those cheeky smile of his !




AND these were wht we did tuh keep ourselves warm . HAHA .
lucky no pic of the two lesbians hugging at the corners . AHEMS . hahaa !





the scenery frm the 11000feet "RESORT" and the 3 clownish BBSS guys frm mah grp .
looks like nick s the only one acting normal . hahaa .
but wth . all three of thm are abnormal freaks lahr .
HAHA !
great clowns lahr .


RIFDI , dun interrupt this two gays lahr .
haha !
look at javier s face .
damn it . can u feel the love ?!
gays !



BAMBA and some of the HANGTUAHS .





OB sabah .
wher people slacked . emo-ed .got drunk and started tuh beg . and jes sleeping and gaying arnd .
haha !




whatever brokeback shit . haha !
at pulau DINAWAN .
we sailed thr ok !!
nice experience .











at the homestay . and the campsites .
not many pics tho .




I LOVE BBSS !!


BAMBARAYON group picture . i love u all a lot !!

the WHOLE OB family ( as wht SWEE said ) .

thats me . hahaa . the centre one . yeah yeah not important . i noe . lols .

the OBS certificate . cant believe i survived ahr . thanks everyone fer making everything a success .

our name tag fer the Mount K climb .



another bambarayon picture .
on the beach .
haikal , stop actiing strong lahr . haaa .
and our daddy . ahh ! he s hot ! lols .


on the sailboat .
what an experience .
daddy rosli and our AYYAY captain at the stern thr . or wassit the bow ?
whatever . hahaaa /
jayme looked =P
hahaa .
guess everyone s tired lahr .