everything s fucked up .
friendship problems .
him .




and now home ?
blehs .
too many fucks . blehs .



sorry for the vulgarities .
























weak . trying tuh stay strong .

crying . mahself . tuh . sleep .
too many . i jes cnt take it . ):
even if i smile , it ll gonna be an act .
for now .
in the future . hmmms .
ll i even be smiling ?