rating fer this week : 2/5 it sucks lahr ):


monday -
no highermalay ! WOO !! so went to library to borrow books , home sweet home .
kinda shocked thr huh . cos AISYAH ?! GO HOME ?!
hmmmms .

tuesday -
damn free . so went home straight after school .

wednesday -
went home straight again .
diyana damn shocked , again .
come on lahr . this yr olvl leh . i dun wanna be like last yr .
last yr was shit for me k.
unlike u guys , i m not intelligent .
jes cos i m in tht class , doesnt mean i m one of thm right ?
u noe the meaning of : OUTCAST ?!
yeah . me (:
lolls . dunno ahr . jes mah luck i guess .
anw . went home and studied fer physics test on thursdae .
FIRST TEST OF THE YEAR ! and its PHYSICS for god s sake .
ahhh ! die die

while studying , mom&dad told me to change , cos have to send daddy to the airport .
his flight to istanbul (stopover oni lahr ) was at 11++pm .
hais .
dunno y ahr . but suddenly started crying alone in mah room .
i noe i wun miss him THAT much ahr , cos he ll be calling home every day .
but still .
without him , it certainly ll make a difference . hais .
went home , smsed mah fren & slept early (tas , its early . 11 plus ) thanks tuh the fcuking headache .
zzzzzzz (:

thursdae -
i hate thursdae .
yesh , hate it a lot !
WHY ?!
thursdae even week , TWO FCUKING PERIOD [2hours] of MATHS !
i like maths , really . jes that . . . . that old teacher .
ll confirm die of boredom sia ! & i dun think i m the onli one . hahaa .
nvm . ll buy sweets every thursdae to STAY ALIVE (:
lols .
and and . last thursdae , damn it physics test .
i didnt study much ahr .
hais .
so . was soo prepared tuh flunk the paper .
hmms . but the paper wasnt as bad as i tot it would be lahr . hmmms . let s jes see the results aite (:
thn went tuh npcc air rifle maintanance . thanks ahr u guys , didnt spread the wonderful news to me .
but ncm . i made it , and it didnt waste mah time .
kinda miss npcc lahr , whatever .
after that went to eat at mac with the big group .
hais i miss those times lahr .
sorry fer always GRACING & BLOWING ):
i'll FRENCH more k (x .

was so bored lahr that night . hahaaa .
smsed & talkd on the phone . didnt study ):
dun think thr s a need to . L0L . and slept early again , cos the nx day had tuh wake up at 5 !

friday -
CCA SHOWCASE !
had to report to school at 6.50am . in full uniform (npcc) .
hais .
but but but . it was ok actually .
i kinda like the np uniform [tho the skirt is uber high & the length of the skirt . . . mus be at least 3 fingers above the knee . and i have to tuck the shirt in all the way] . jes hate the beret .
lols . but its ok ahr .
thn went to np training after school .
blahblahblah .
cca showcase .
had to carry the bloody rifle arnd . heavy heavy rifle .
thn after that went to kfc behind school .
talked cocks with aishah,naiimah&aida .
and homesweethome , went online .


fcuk . & that was when i was in a foul mood & mah plan to update this blog was cancelled (:
anw . i m feeling much better now & thanks ____ & ____ fer making me feel better [:




ps
imnotabitch.
&& NOWinoewhyiwasfeelingguilty . nono . whyiSHDbefeelingguilty .